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just random feelings by kananismommy at 4/21/2013 2:02:25 AM Its the worst feeling in the world to actually love and hate somebody all at the same time. Its hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. Its crazy when you want to let go but you keep holding on, and you wanna move on but you keep staying where you started. When feelings come and go but you can't decide what you want, and you have so much to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad but you keep pushing them farther away. Its hard to think back how things used to look and how now they look different, and how they may never be the same again. You tell yourself its not worth it, but if it didn't matter you wouldn't spend so much thinking about it.

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dragonstar01	4/21/2013 2:18:48 AM you can't help the one you fall in love with. your not suppose to. that's the truth of our lives. may not be the same person from when u started out, cuz people change. have to ask yourself if you are strong enough to change with it(life). sometimes that may mean leaving them behind.
kananismommy	4/21/2013 2:25:57 AM But i dont want it to change really. I want to stick to what I know. I don't want to get hurt again. Im afraid of change.
dragonstar01	4/21/2013 2:32:51 AM change comes whether u want it t or not. if u are always afraid of to the point u don't do anything about it, u get left behind. alone. be careful about what u chose not to respond to. try figure out a way to pick your moments for when u do. hang on to your self dignity. it is the most important thing u are born with.
zimzane2	4/21/2013 7:03:01 AM I think you are unsure.