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Mind flippin channels
by sugardip at 12/15/2008 12:49:17 PM
Have you ever wondered if something wasn't for you or someone was for you? How do you know what do you do? what if u like someone but they don't like you, or because they don't know where there heart is at? What do you do? What if someone doesn't like you because ur not perfect, in all things. How do you know. Sometimes i'm just ready to scream and cry my heart out, because i just don't know! But i keep myself collected and together because i'm the adult, and the role model! Not over someone because they don't like me just because my mind is boggled right now with so much stuff. times are hard, life is rough, and it seems that i can never do enough. i just found my father again after 5yrs i haven't seen him since i was 16 and before that it was when i was 2or 3. He's been locked up my whole life, he was a columbian drug lord! He called me today and he getting out in 6mths. I'm so happy, but lost, confussed, upset, angery, glad, filled with joy. My head feels like a radio seek, it switches every few seconds. I guess i just neeed to lash out, i need know how these feelings came about. I don't know what to do, just be you martina and do what you do. You've gotten this far in life with what you've done, so don't let that hold u back, and get her done! I'm out
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