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Sending love to Heaven for Valentine's Day by eggharborfly at 2/14/2009 5:08:36 PM Each day I go to bed at night I still pray to wake up and my heart be healed. However, it is days like that this that just make it all seem like yesterday again and the pain, shock, and reality of you being gone sets in over and over and over again. I tried again to go to your grave. I am truly sorry that I still have yet to come see you. I still am not ready to see you that way. A person that I loved and cared so much about now six feet under with a tombstone to stare at. I can't do it. I still can't except it. I thought for Valentine's Day, no I told myself I would, finally overcome that obstacle and be with you, but once again I have failed. I have failed both of us. I am just not strong enough Jeff! Sorry, but once again, you are being thought of and I am sending you much love this Valentine's Day. Always going to miss you and never going to let you go!

Comments
nelsonkng	2/14/2009 10:55:05 PM Very deep.....
baw8324	2/15/2009 8:29:18 PM
justjelly	2/17/2009 5:52:03 AM egg im so sorry you are feeling this .i wish i could say somwething to make it better for you but there are no words to mend a brokenheart or end greif .just no you have a friend here if you want to talk i will listen .sometimes that is what we need ,just for someone to listen to us .you are a strong woman and i think that if you are thinking of him then you havent failed that is just a shell of him in that grave his soul has passed on to somewhere ealse .that is just my opinion ,but i hope it helps and im sure he is watching and thinking of you as well.