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Stop by eggharborfly at 2/24/2009 11:28:35 PM I was warned. Yes, I was. I tried, Yes I did. But I can't, no not anymore. It does not makes sense to me. Not you gone, not this world, not God, not my life, nothing! I listened. I prayed. I hoped. I tried. The pain will never end. The suffering will never stop. But... I will stop. I give up on the listening, the praying, the hoping, and the trying. Then, because I have done so, my world will stop! Can it start over? Will it be better? Will there be no more pain? No more suffering? No more trauma? No more love dying? Dear Lord, You have taken so many of my people, I'm just wondering why you haven't taken my life!

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wileyguy online now!	2/25/2009 4:37:52 AM tracey,i only know what you are going thru but i can tell you this.god tends to 'hurt' us to pull us closer to him.he doesnt heal or end suffering when we want him to .its all in his good time.he answers every prayer.....its just not always the answer we want.....or when we want it.
babs218	2/25/2009 3:34:28 PM just know you are lovedand love will prevail..be strong is all i can say..
susansheart839	2/27/2009 2:33:29 PM Wiley, you touched my heart with your comment! Tracey, yes, the pain will go away, it just seems like it never will. I have finally found my "middle ground" after being divorced a little over a year. Like Wiley said, sometimes the answer God has for us it not the answer we wanted.
shivers182	4/25/2009 9:39:31 AM well actually it doesnt,trust me i know ,not long i buried one of my daughters not that long ago,a few years as a matter of fact ,she passed a week before christmas,what i learned in time the way we deal with it gets easier,but the never stops ,its the same as day one, its how i deal with things which makes it easier and the people i choose to help me make it easier