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now im alone
by bunniebun at 3/8/2009 8:15:51 AM


alone now, he just flew away.
looking in a mirror to make myself think im not alone.
i dont understand y he flew, but he did.
and im alone in this big house.
feeling scared and helpless,
ive been running in circles around this place.
i close my eyes and let the memories drain my sainity.
its all echoing in my mind.
i think about ur face and i outline it in a fogged up mirror as i sit up in the bathtub.
the water becomes red and a smile apears from my face.
i stand up and grab a towl and i fall to my knees in pain when i look in the mirror and there u r screaming for me.
i cant take the pressure any longer im going to crack, like i hadnt alreaDY...
closing my eyes for one last time i break a wedding picture of me and u and cut the sanity out by hand to wrist motions.


love bunnie

r.i.p. jack


sally will miss u and john will buy her a f**k buddy lol


Comments

bunniebun
3/17/2009 9:05:45 AM

i think this is my favorite one of all cause it is excatly the way i feel now but i wrote it because john let one of my birds go and the other was missing him so much i just put her pain into wrds yaya call me crazy

baw8324
3/17/2009 6:50:24 PM

nah your not crazy

lovelycapri
3/17/2009 8:21:54 PM

aww poor birdie