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dont know what to do
by purrbaby at 3/10/2009 5:02:03 PM


i try and act like i love my life, try and act like nothing is wrong.. when EVERYTHING is wrong.
i want to be happy.
and i realize the only time im happy is if im f**ked up.
right now i just feel like breaking down crying, cause ive been holding so much in for so long.
i cant take this anymore. f**k.


Comments

markymark12
3/10/2009 5:09:00 PM

I feel like that a lot. Except i don't get messed up anymore, so i'm just always depressed. You seem like a really sweet person though, keep your head up hunny and i know you'll be alright..
jetsg5gt



3/10/2009 5:10:52 PM

everyone deserves to be happy, you just got to find a substitute for getting f**ked up, like a guy that will be there for you all the time. You need to let it out, things held in only hurt the heart more. If you need anyone to talk to I am here.

heathie10
3/10/2009 5:16:56 PM

aw poor purr hun I am sorry well you know like I am trying to find another job and I know you are with that stuff to and trying to feel accomplished and find something I love feel good about things ya know and its hard especially when you don't have anyone there for you and no one pulling for you I'm sorry hun things will get better you'll find something to make you happy cuz your smart and great. I think you should write poems professionally to cuz your really good at it

purrbaby
3/10/2009 5:20:04 PM

aww thanks you guys. its like everything in my life is wrong. pretty much all of my friends are gone. i just have to try and think about happy things like hanging out with heathie and going to vegas, but its just really hard to think about it when evverything around me is just like falling apart. i was so happy 2 months ago, and now its all over, everything is over. i really just need to get drunk, working on that now, when im durnk i will feel better. thank you all for caring.
marine_78



3/10/2009 5:22:43 PM

i hope things work out & i'll pray for u

aieden22
3/10/2009 5:36:47 PM

u need to be happy girl u have friends here and on the street im here 4 u if u wana talk ok babe get ahold of me

rallyxguy
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3/10/2009 7:39:48 PM

damn kaila, i'm sorry shit's so messed up for you right now! know this a care about you a lot and will do anything i can to make you happy!

reiniebear
3/10/2009 9:23:54 PM

I'm really sorry about what is going on in your life, but please don't give up. Keep fighting and be strong. Don't let this put you down... you're stronger than that...
valhala



3/10/2009 10:09:57 PM

when ever you think your at your lowest just remember its got get better.its never bad all the time.just think of the good days THAT will come.it just takes patience which your probably learning right now.i know its sound stupid but its true so hang in there.

purrbaby
3/12/2009 4:37:16 PM

wow all of you are really sweet, thank you all so much for the advice

purrbaby
3/12/2009 4:37:22 PM


wiz18
3/13/2009 11:29:01 AM

kailia you know i always got your back and you can call anytime.. even if your sobbing or drunk of your a** (u have before lol) like bob marley says "everyy little thing.. its gonna be all right!"

smf03
3/14/2009 10:34:12 AM

I hope things work out for you....be strong!! Just keep your head held high, and eventually things will start to look up, it just takes time.

leodizdren
3/16/2009 7:42:44 AM

just realize lufe takes us on highs and lows so we can appreciate the highs when we low or vice versa, always remember it can't ever be too bad, we are always here.

uneedtagetatme
3/16/2009 10:14:13 AM

Awww reading this made me sad.....u NEED to let me change the way u feel because life is too short that's why u should just try to have as much fun as possible ok