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Still Alive and Wondering Why by silkpanties53 at 5/4/2009 12:11:27 PM Well the chemo didn't work, so now i am on steroids twice a day. (holly shit I'm gonna get fat)(well maybe pleasingly plump) They are wanting me to try an experimental drug, don't know if i am going to do it ? ? ? I will be called into a counseling and a consultation about the procedures. Not much on trying odd chemicals in my body, I am checking on another diagnosis of what i have. Maybe just maybe they have miss diagnosed what i have. Who knows when it comes to the human body what will occur ? ? ? not me I just live one day at a time and enjoy it to the fullest. The funny part is I am as healthy as a 20 yr old, but why does a person get something and doctors don't know how to treat it, give it a name but the treatment is not there ? ? ? Just an update so my friends know why I haven't been on line, just living it up with a wonderful man who is helping me through all the trouble and worries. If not for him I would be laying a white line as long as Texas and forgetting my illness. Yea I know that only starts more trouble but damn some thing has to give or someone has to get smart about this damn disease still that damn mean azz lady i was before

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honeyhoney4	5/4/2009 6:12:59 PM God knows what is wrong with you and will see you through this. We will keep you in our prayers. Just keep smiling--you were never "that mean azz lady"; just full of fun, vim and vigor,lol. That is why your friends love you. Shirley
saruman256	5/4/2009 8:27:37 PM You're still alive because there are people that need you, your time is not up yet. Keep on truckin'. Best wishes.
mezentiangate	5/4/2009 9:48:48 PM Hey Miss T.. luv ya -- hang in there xoxo
msbevzie	5/5/2009 6:28:33 AM YOUR alive because he isn't ready for you just YET! Be stong and don't ever give up...
justdancin	5/5/2009 4:39:45 PM You still have a purpose in life, don't give up. You're a wonderful funny lady who still has miles to go before you sleep. God's blessings to you my friend, I hope they find the cure for what ails you real soon.
silkpanties53	5/9/2009 6:40:46 AM Hello Hello again ! ! Well they have found a pill to help the pain and decrease the sorrow, HOPE is on the arisen, I feel sooooooo much better with the meds they have me on, gonna be a wonderful life if this works Thank you to all who has seen me through all this BS and I have everyone in my pray's for a good and health life. KISS from Texas
dee_lightful	5/9/2009 12:14:50 PM You're gonna pull through this with flying colors....I can just feel it!
babs218	5/9/2009 7:25:45 PM God bless silk