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by longjohn09 at 4/8/2010 8:19:44 PM


today i finally reolized that my job is dangerous...........and yet i love my job its funny how that works and all the people ive killed and so i went to church today now yall will be like "i thought you were atheist and stuff" well if there is a god i prayed to him soo ill be forgiven maybe i never will my scars have left me to take the bitter way of truth that shattered feeling of and i just dont know if i can roll threw the sea again on my way home and soo now i stare at my wall woundering "will i make it threw tommorow" and now i set off on a mission that the chances of me living are 1 in 497 the Colenol told me not to do the math but yet i must know if i will live and soo if i do not return i say i thank all of my friends and my wife for the support you have given me threw all my days on earth soo if this shall be my last words i want you all to know i love you all even if your a guy its brotherly love i guess soo this is the part when i leave you all woundering and now i must go and seek my future


Comments

mzboobaby
4/8/2010 8:29:39 PM

I can't stop crying I can't breath Winston.

longjohn09
4/8/2010 8:36:44 PM

im sorry babe but ill give em' hell

mzboobaby
4/8/2010 8:44:26 PM

=|

longjohn09
4/8/2010 8:49:20 PM

you know what now that i think of it scence im a sniper the stakes rise to..... you know what im not even gonna say cuz i know what they are, i know what i signed up for, and i know it was stupid but........ i dont know anymore
georgereborn



4/9/2010 11:57:23 AM

Go get em soldier

mowboss54
4/9/2010 1:52:27 PM

best of luck to you Winston. I'll pray you make it. Be safe.

caccheergirl12
4/9/2010 3:19:33 PM

what is going on winston please explane to me