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Meanderings
by anywhereusa at 10/22/2010 4:14:51 AM


As my birthday nears once again, I have been thinking. Dangerous thing to do, I know.

I ponder back to my past mistakes and wonder what other roads I may have taken if given the chance.

I know I cannot change the past but I can try to move forward to a better goal.

There is still so much to learn about myself and others. With my recent talks with some awesome friens online and offline, have made me think of my mortality and where my life and my son's life is going.

It has been one year and 3 months since I had my heart surgery and I continue to try and stay motivated to recovery. Everyday. It is NOT easy.

One small step at a time. I have to remember that.

Meanwhile, I also have to plug along and continue with getting on going assistance with day rehab for my son who is disabled.

I can do it. I will!

Lysa


Comments
lovingbeing63



10/22/2010 4:59:20 AM

Oh Lysa...I'm so sorry you are having to carry this burden..Just keep your faith in God, he is the ONLY ONE to see you through...sometimes we think He don't hear us, but He's right by our side. So turn it over to God, and let him work things out. No one know your Inner Thoughts but Him....I pray you will have a Great Birthday and I hope you and your son all the Blessings, God can give to you....Good Bless

anywhereusa
10/22/2010 5:06:25 AM

Thank you. However, I don't consider it a burden. 98% of the time! lol Appreciate the prayers!

sweetnsassy7
10/22/2010 5:46:18 AM

Your sweet heart and kind soul always shine in the forums. After reading this, I just want to reach out and hug you. You're an amazing woman and I believe you will do it. You and your son are in my prayers ...

anywhereusa
10/22/2010 4:57:58 PM

Thank you Sweetnsassy7 for the kind words and for your prayers.