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perfect Imperfections
by lonelymommy22 at 4/10/2011 5:44:31 PM
I choose to seek imperfections in others so that I could hide the imperfections I seen in myself. I had pure self hatred and shame. I was ashamed of who I was, who I had grown to be. I was ashamed of many of the things I had done and horrified of the things I had seen. Then it came to me! It was the perfections in others that I was destined to seek. It was the perfections of life that would open my eyes, and open my heart. It was a wonderful miracle of life, and from it I realized my greater purpose. Life was no longer about me, and I no longer felt sorry for myself. My life was dedicated to this beautiful and perfect little boy snuggling in my arms. Carefree and charming he was, he passed no judgment on me. The things I had done didn’t matter to him, and these things no longer mattered to me either. As I looked into his blue eyes all the fear was replaced with amazement. I realized that I am capable of great things! I know I am because I created a perfect little boy. I do not claim to be perfect, but he certainly is.
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