foxy_woman_49
Omaha, NE
age: 50
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God Bless tracy and her family
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datednlearned
Egg Harbor Township, NJ
age: 33
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WOW! I am speechless!! I have read all your prayers and posts. Of course now I am in tears because I cannot believe how sweet you are Melinda for starting this and how overwhelmingly thankful/blessed I feel because of all the others who have responded. I am not one to put too much of my personal life out there, but since Passionatekisss has done so, and I have been forwarded this thread, I can tell you all that I thank each and every one of you, luv ya all, and I really am inspired to take each day with a new breath now after reading your posts. Geez. I am still choked up since this has never been done for me nor do I really know what to say to all of you, but thank you and I will try to keep you posted.
For now, I ask you to focus your prayers on my 15 year old boy who has to watch his mother throughout this, withhold his tears, yet continue to make me proud each and every day. He asks the most heartbreaking questions and of course fears losing me.
To share a personal story with you and to see how much more he needs prayers than me:
I think the worst was thing that has happened to me is not the medical suffering, but my boy coming in my room at 5:30 AM with a very confused look on his face after I had just come home from the hospital. When I asked him what was wrong he stated.."Mom I do not want to go to school this morning because I heard the doctor and I don't want you to die." Of course, I reassured him that God doesn't want mommy yet because I he fears I will take over (HEHE) and changed the mood a little. He did go to school and suprisingly ACED a test scheduled that day. How does he do it. MY BABY, MY ANGEL, MY PRIDE AND JOY I LOVE SO MUCH! I love him with all my heart and wish he did not have to endure this pain and suffering, especially at such a young age and with the loss of his father already. On a positive note...the insurance has kicked in and tomorrow, Tues, I will find out the first 2 surgery dates which will begin my journey to hopefully allow me more time with my family, and my friends, of course. THANK YOU.
MELINDA LOVE YOU, AND WILL KEEP YOU POSTED AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, THANK YOU ALL! I have never denied I am a confused Christian, but now I feel more like a loved Christian, a loved person, and a blessed person thanks to you all. I have some hope now and hopefully can pull through the first two to begin a new life and GET OUT THERE AND MEET YOU ALL!
Well, I am going to try to respond to some emails real fast and get some rest, but thought the least I could do was thank you all. I am sorry I do not have time right now to do so individually, but my time out of bed is limited and of course most of that limited time is to be with my boy. Luv ya all THANK YOU!!!!!!
P.S. Considering tomorrow is my big day at doctors, I let my son play hookie  We had a great day and you all just gave me a great night so thank you!
[Edited 10/27/2008 4:58:30 PM]
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quebee08
Columbus, GA
age: 45
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God bless you Tracey...
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passionatekisss
Sebastian, FL
age: 38
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Aww much love Tracey, I'm glad this thread helped you, sometimes it's our prayers that bring us thru.. and God bless your son, I too have a 15 yr old son.. 
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