No one notice the abyss

11/30/2008 8:00:22 PM	No one notice the abyss
annamranna Bloomington, IL age: 54	I need a place for me to be Without the eyes of scrutiny. And so I think, I will try this Keep my thoughts in the abyss. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow But I will be back.
11/30/2008 8:06:30 PM	No one notice the abyss
akjustlmao Anchorage, AK age: 42	Wow, I was touched. There are days like that. Come back tomorrow or the next.
11/30/2008 11:11:51 PM	No one notice the abyss
annamranna Bloomington, IL age: 54	I remember me in grade school, The smallest girl in the class. The boys all liked to pick me up It was a pain in the azz. Especially when they would swing me. In high school, I was popular Voted prettiest and best loved, I hoped no one would notice it, I really prayed to God above. A compliment that other girls would hate me for. In college, I went into the co-ed dorm That was the thing to do. My roommate had a boyfriend, So friends with her, she couldn't do. He kept hitting on me. The guy I dated for eight years, Was in a frat house an hour from me. He was irritated I couldn't get there one night He got drunk, I called at three. A girl answered. So,goodbye, good riddens. Ten months later I got married To the guy everyone said was 'Mr. Right' We were the perfect couple We didn't argue, we didn't fight. We just always did things his way. Twenty years and two kids later You know, that forty year inch men do, He fooled around with a babe at work And I said, 'I'm done with you.' Integrity for myself and my children. I dated three men after that And that was all it took. One was married!, one was a jerk, And one wanted to catch me with his hook. *Told me he was going to marry me after the first date, which made it the last! Here's the thing, Beauty on the outside fades, And that is all that people see. There's more to life than fat or bald, I want someone here because I'm me. My whole life I have wanted real friends. For awhile I thought it could happen. But this week, I don't see it. So, ignore me! I'll be nappin!
12/1/2008 3:51:26 PM	No one notice the abyss
annamranna Bloomington, IL age: 54	I have a lot of work to do. I know I should get to it. Papers to grade, bills to be paid, I just don't want to do it! So, I'm going to just sit here awhile, And make up a couple silly rhymes, Play a little scrabble, see who's here, and read a few of their lines. Then I'll get to work!
12/3/2008 4:17:40 PM	No one notice the abyss
teddi_bare Galveston, IN age: 52	Thank you for putting my heart into words. This is where I am right now, perhaps forever.
12/9/2008 7:55:54 PM	No one notice the abyss
annamranna Bloomington, IL age: 54	My Mom is a Baker My mom is a baker, When Christmas comes around. She starts three weeks before the day, And the cookies do abound. There's chocolate chip and peanut butter, And my favorite potato chip! Pecan tassies, confectionballs, pizelles, Snicker doodles and sugar cookies you can dip. (In milk,of course!) This year she added ones with jell-o They really do taste good. The peanut butter bars go really fast, If you haven't tried them, you should! She makes, I think, ten different kinds Each one better than the first. It's difficult to choose just one, So you eat them until you burst! The smells that come from her kitchen Spread their way all through her home. They fill in every corner of every room No matter where you roam. She bakes for all her children For aunts and uncles too. And then she bakes as favors For her children's Christmas crew. Mom, I need five dozen for a cookie exchange, I need another five for work. I need them for the custodians and cooks And for my Secret Santa gift. I need 100 for my field trip and some for the teacher's lounge. And oh yes, my students want pizelles! My mom is a baker alright! Cookies filled with love, it's true. She bakes for friends and family Because it's the thing to do. She just loves Christmas. She loves her family too. She loves to bake her cookies. For everyone, like you. [Edited 12/9/2008 7:57:43 PM PST]
12/12/2008 6:40:55 PM	No one notice the abyss
annamranna Bloomington, IL age: 54	Okay, here I am again! Some days are just not good No matter how I try. I start out saying things will get better But by the end I cry. I've said some stupid things today Some things that I regret. I get so frustrated playing games With people I've never met! I have been here awhile and I always try so hard, I have to be just who I am, It's hard to be on my guard. I am just a normal person, I don't do well speaking sleeze. I'd just like to have a good time And I like smart people, please!!! I hate that I can only do this twice then someone needs to add a strand. This is my place to say what I want And no one has to understand. (So, if you read this by accident, could you please add a hi! Thanks)
12/12/2008 8:30:44 PM	No one notice the abyss
horsenoname Georgetown, IL age: 52	"I am just a normal person" Now which are you...from Normal or Bloomington?
12/12/2008 8:38:01 PM	No one notice the abyss
captainbc Boynton Beach, FL age: 54	Hi and thanks, beware of the pranks I've found your thread you see I searched the shoars the, the beach and the banks and found the place where you flee. So now and again I'll tickle and poke and try to bring you some cheer just a line or two or maybe a joke but nothing ever to fear
12/13/2008 8:22:01 AM	No one notice the abyss
annamranna Bloomington, IL age: 54	Horsenoname, I live in Bloomington, but work in Normal, I guess that makes me a little aB-Normal! Captain, You surprised me my friend Didn't expect you at all! I thought this was hidden Behind a 'tall wall.' I watched it so closely No one else would have seen it. Now look what I've done, And now I can't erase it! Now where will I go to do all my complaining, As you can now read, I have difficulty refraining. What if I want to write about my pink silk pj's And can't find a word to rhyme With pajama's? (See?) Now what should I do? If you should discover A 'little' panic inside Do you think I'll recover? A joke would be good now, But I can only think of one!! Proofread carefully to see if you any words out! And it's not even funny! and this doesn't even rhyme, again!! But this is my place And I really don't mind, Just know I'm not perfect You never know what you'll find!
12/13/2008 1:37:40 PM	No one notice the abyss
flying550 Bland, MO age: 50	Wow! OP, are you channeling Walt Whitman? He is the only other person I've ever read that could identify with and make others understand that we are all so much alike! (That was a sucky explanation but you both touch souls) And captain bc - how cool! I hope y'all carry on - please!
12/13/2008 11:23:42 PM	No one notice the abyss
captainbc Boynton Beach, FL age: 54	Walls can be tall and wide and thick and sometimes even round, but if one has the patience to look and entrance can always be found I happened by not entirely by chance by way of Detroit and Bahamas and what happens but I look in here and find you in pink silk pajamas.
12/14/2008 9:53:29 AM	No one notice the abyss
annamranna Bloomington, IL age: 54	Flying 550, That is so nice of you, 'touching souls', that's so poetic! You've just touched mine. Thank you. Bahamas! Now who would have ever thought of that! Not me in a million years! And here I worried about it all through the night I was nearly filled with tears! Let me tell you about my neighbor. Oh wait, I have to go back a few days. So that you will totally understand Why I am in such a haze! I went to the doctor and apparently I gave myself too much stress He told me to take off some days and get a little rest. (Yeah, right!) But I didn't. Well, you know, when that happens The more things seem to compound Things at school, the car won't work You know, everything coming around! I left at 6:30 the other morning Came home at 6:30 at night! All the way home I was thinking I knew my pillow would feel just right. I pulled up into my driveway And in front of my garage door. Was a cord of wood all lined up I couldn't even open the door! There was no note, no number No way to get myself through, It was very cold, I was in a dress! I was so tired, and now had this to do! I had special locks put on my house It's keyed to work one way And don't you know, I turned it on Before I left for work that day! So, I got out of my car started to move the wood aside An hour and a half it took for me! Before I could get inside! Today the neighbor called me He moved in two years ago. Said, the guy delivered it To the wrong address, ya' know! Now he and I aren't exactly buddies Something to do with when he moved in. He thought he could pull one over on me, A silly man to think he could win. Divorced women learn to research! I told him he could get it today, around about ten, He apologized and showed up With a wheelbarrow and some flowers, Can you believe it, oh these men!! He said he meant to apologize Several years ago, Just didn't know how to do it He felt badly that he didn't say so! Two years!!!! Aghhhhhh! He actually looked like he meant it. The flowers are kind of pretty, I put them near my bed, He's still a jerk, but flowers, yes, I'll think of them instead. By the way I feel better now, I am not good at feeling blue, I'm looking for a slow day today, Really hoping for nothing to do! Let's talk about stress! Now I have to be nice to him!
12/15/2008 2:42:34 PM	No one notice the abyss
annamranna Bloomington, IL age: 54	Today... I am so irritated! And this is not just a poetry site, so let me tell you my story!!!! You should read it as fast as you can, because that is how I thought it! And my fingers are having a difficult time keeping up with my mind right now, I am so irritated!! Last week I placed an order for Scrip. (That is gift cards you order through the school and the school makes money.) I took orders fom my mom and sister and myself and placed a $600.00 dollar order LAST Monday. That is huge! Seriously huge! Today, After school, I went to pick my cards up. The lady in charge ran out of gift cards to fill the orders of people at the school. Mind you, I placed my order LAST week!!!Because I needed them for TODAY. I was meeting my sister tonight to have dinner, trade things off, etc. Anyway, when I went in she told me that, Oh, she knew I would'n't mind. She gave my order to the walk ins and will get mine for Friday! What is that about? Are you kidding me!!!! I said, Hey, wait, I placed it last week to be sure I had it for today. And she said, "Well, I didn't think you'd care." Well, I do care. Why would she do that! What was she thinking!!!! I am sooo irritated!! So, in my frustration I told her to cancel my order! I was ticked! So, I go back to my classroom, get my things together to go home, again, because I am so irritated!. As I am walking to the door the principal tells me it is not 4 o'clock yet. I said, you can either have me stay and I will start screaming and probably crying, or you will tell me to go home! He said, "Go home." (We've been friends for a million years) He could tell I was irritated!!!!! So, I am driving home down the main street, and I call my older sister to do a little venting! Only my brother-in-law answers, she isn't home. I said, "I need to vent, where is she?" He said, "I'll listen, go ahead." I said, "No that's okay." And then I started venting!!! Now you need to know I am really Italian! So not only was I talking non-stop and shaking my head, my hands were jumping off the steering wheel and waving in the air in frustration. And I told him the story above. It took about 15 minutes, becasue he got the details! So imagine me ranting and raving all the way down the road! And I 'm really not angry with him, but, well, what can I say! Then I notice that there is a green truck riding in the left lane right next to me. I look over and these two guys are laughing hysterically! So, I tell my brother-in-law and we start laughing and the tears start coming down my face, and the two guys just keep laughing! I am still so angry about it, but having them smiling and laughing like that just takes it out of me! You know, this might be one of those stories where you had to be there, but my-brother in-law just called me back for the third time to chuckle over it! Re-reading this I sound like a lunatic! If you had been here you would know how ridiculous it was! It was just so annoying! And I don't get annoyed all that often, but when I do!!! And now I have to trapse all over town to pick up the stupid gift cards because I cancelled the order! She was just such a pain about it when I was annoyed! Like I shouldn't care! And she was rude! I mean really rude!! It was unbelieveable!!!! So, there, now I'm cool. I'm going to stop, regroup and go out and get gift cards. And it is super cold out tonight!!!!!! Oh man!!!!!! [Edited 12/15/2008 3:05:28 PM PST]
12/17/2008 7:49:04 PM	No one notice the abyss
flying550 Bland, MO age: 50	Where do I start? She had no right to re-sell your order, nor to be rude. I'm glad your boss/principal is a friend and an understanding soul. I'm also a 'hand-talker' and strangers wave at me because they think I'm waving. Great that you have a brother-in-law that cares and listens. So cool that the guys in the green truck kept up with you and got you to laugh. The ability to laugh at ourselves is very stress-relieving! LIFE IS GOOD!

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