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divinemetal555	1/23/2014 6:40:44 AM Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....I guess you could say I'm different, freak Weird, one of these is not like the other...its all i ever heard, life goes on regardless..of how different one is,the only thing that stays constant is the judgement,the whispers,the hate,the ingnorance, the fear,the hypocritical oath most seem to live by....
divinemetal555	1/23/2014 8:31:05 AM Just as dark as I'm light, my soul has been to helI and has burned in the deepest darkest, brightest fires , my heart has risen to the clouds ,to the moonlight,to the heavens, leaving my thoughts becoming one with my heart and soul..forging dark and light together , for balance,for strength, for desire,for love,for peace,for comfort, in hopes of completion,... I've become something I've never dreamed of..For what i feel is right, for myself....by myself ...ive grown under the moon and the stars...alone...i wont surrender, i stand unbound ,unchained, tearing away the veil of weakness,..learning to walk up right, to stop drooling..to see the stars the moon, the way there meant to be seen....I have become man...
divinemetal555	1/24/2014 12:42:37 AM Man and woman thoughts in general, have become filled with malice and deceit .decaying and defecating everything it comes into contact with..obscured morals,have replaced the traditional ways of life..leaving the ones that remember,to be a dying breed...DAMN YOU, ....for what you have done..you sold out human rights, old traditional ways, for your own desires...changing the world into nothing more than something thats disposable..it was never meant to be this way..
divinemetal555	1/24/2014 6:26:10 PM When I stop and look around,I can only see the destruction man has left behind.. We started as righteous protectors with good souls , strong hearts, and pride That was just as strong as our backs, dedicated to making this world a new..... Corruption of the highest order, has made every thing to be in vain...greed, lust, deceit, jealousy, envy, dishonor.. roams the land day and night, with out rest..leaving nothing behind but obscured morals and hate for one another...man has oversteped his boundaries and has become overbearing, vindicative, hateful Nothing more than an upset out of control child, that has hurt feelings...
divinemetal555	2/6/2014 10:58:35 AM I hate that rock 104.5 is gone.....best fken rock station jax ever had...what the hell ...now I'm left with 102.9 ...fk......fk....fk...
divinemetal555	2/6/2014 11:44:30 AM Some music that I like.... Iron butterfly.. In a gadda da vida ..love this song... Iron maiden Jimmie Hendrix Cream....white room..love this song Led zeppelin. Steppenwolf The animals The doors Deep purple Blacksabbath The grateful dead Rolling stones Alice Cooper Misfits Danzig Alice in chains Sound garden nirvana
divinemetal555	2/7/2014 7:41:17 PM Love music.....old rock, rock, progressive,alternative, metal, instrumental, classical,..there's a song for every feeling we have...I think its important to stay open minded..or your just going to miss out...all forms of music should be heard, the feeling and soul thats resonates with In it is overwhelming... its like a picture ,you cant see, but you can hear..I dont know if that makes since to anybody..
divinemetal555	2/7/2014 8:40:34 PM lol... .......DIVINEMETAL..
divinemetal555	2/8/2014 12:29:59 AM What I consider, to be essential for a relationship......1. Have to love the same music..2 you have to like the same food and drink..3 both must have the same mental issues or close to it..for understanding the other, and to be able to commudnicate with or without words.(and giving the finger to each other does not count as communication)..lol..although it is fun and usally makes me smile..4 able to Trust and feel comfortable and secure with each other(mutual respect, boundaries)..5 you have to be able to approve of the appearance of the other..example..holes in jeans, dyed hair, hair style, wrinkles in a shirt etc..6 share the same style personality wise,(intrests..habit's) ..7 mental and physical attraction between both.. 8 both should have similar sexual desires( preferences, fantasy's, fetish, and sex drives)..9 find happiness, and peace with each other,through one another by being each others best friends, never walking away from each other... 10 live happily ever after. .11 may the metal live on.......
divinemetal555	2/8/2014 12:58:46 AM ahhhhhhhhh..fking bananas ..die mother fkers...lol... You go to hell..you go to hell and you die.....lol..
divinemetal555	2/8/2014 3:49:21 AM I have a hard time falling asleep, or staying asleep..due to nightmare's and dreams...my dreams are not as bad as my nightmares... But my dreams are not good either, and sometimes come true.. I have a re occuring nightmare that consists of this..... The dream starts with me in motion of running, there's snakes everywhere all sizes and colors , there's so many I cant see the ground. Im running on a path ,im outside in a wooded area. Ive never seen before ..theres trees and shrubbery, bushes on the sides of the path, the path im on is straight..im running as fast as I can ,the ground is so littered with snakes , my feet dont even touch the ground , im stepping on snake after snake, as I step on them they rise and bend upwards striking,..but im running as fast as I can , by the time they rise to strike ,im already stepping on the next one, this goes on for a little bit, then the path opens up to field theres no more snakes on the ground ,im exhausted..at this point..I walk into the field I see this huge black tree log just laying there...im catching my breath..the log moves ..its giant huge snake, thats when I notice why there's no snakes in the field..as I realize this ,..the giant snake rises up ,our eyes are locked as I just look up at it ...it stands up about 15 20 ft and thats only half of it..my adrenaline starts to flow ,the hair all over my body stands on end, while I feel all this happing the snake stretches his hood out like a cobra,where still staring at each other..once the snake stretched its hood out, I knew I had disturbed and invaded its home....and it was on ,whether or not if I wanted it...the giant snake strikes, I feel paralyzed, but I move out the way somehow, it moves right by me,...other times when I dream this, im not so lucky ,,it strikes and doesnt miss,,, I wake up in a sweat...and im like f**k going back to sleep...Ive had this dream so many times, and each time I dream it. Its feels like the first time, it feels so real.
divinemetal555	2/8/2014 5:59:35 PM This is where my thoughts, faith, and hope have come to die...I'm exhausted so much time and energy wasted on liar's, fakes, wh*res,...is there any woman left with honor, grace, honesty, loyalty, integrity.............
divinemetal555	2/8/2014 10:41:27 PM Love seems to be fading away Leaving me to drift further everyday becoming lost in the darkness dark perception kills the light Dreams becoming nightmare's Darkness binding me deep down inside I feel to scream things not what they used to be what is this hell I feel .. time marches on as if yesterday never existed