guymeister
Brevard, NC
age: 60
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Hi friends in widows group,
I don't frequent this place much, but I had a great resolve come upon me. It appeared to me it was best shared amongst us who have reached a surtain stage of understanding that occured while we were in a fine and proper God given marriage.
It revolves around how when in honor and love, have found truth and the love of God in the heart of the one we loved. Really, my God dwelled in the heart of my departed spouse. Not that He isn't in you or me, because that is just the way things were ment to be.(and we knew it)
Well, I want to start a group or thread or some title. I don't go nuttie about cyber world. I hardly can type my name. Yet once I was a King in my castle and once I served a Queen supreem. Both are gone now, but why can't we address each other from where we had obtained our crowns sort of speek.
I have come to the place that I have fully remembered that a King she made me, but only as I honored the Lord who lived within her. I could not be so, unless I honored her that way and allowed her to do so towards me.
Now that that is said. If anyone wants to continue being a queen in cyber world here, drop me a note and encourge me. I do know you are loved beyond all creatures and His divine hand dwells with you in ways that excell mortal men. I am what you can not be, and you are what I made to love. Sounds wierd at times, hey though it is grand being a King, with a dime and a half in your pokket.
Bless you ladies, drop a line if we want to start a real mellow dramma love thingie. The idea sounds real fun to me. All posted in widows group. It might be a little that way now in away, but you know your so much better at making this occation a, good show, ladies.
We can start a novel of conversation between kings and queens,not, but way. How do we keep the nimwitts out?.......
Be well, God Bless America and God Bless You.
Guymeister
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aynnie
Carrollton, KY
age: 62
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a very touching piece of material;
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joyga1
Austell, GA
age: 62
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Hello Guymeister. I also am a widow. I was also his queen. Have been away from the world for almost 2 years, and work at home on pc. Have been very lonely, and miss him. He was a work at home pc developer, so most of our friends went by the wayside, as they didnt want to "disturb" him from his work. I stayed home helping him for the past 5 years before he died, and ironically, I became somewhat of a hermit. My friends also just quit calling, so I fell into working from home. I am ready to go out and get a job just so I can see & mingle with people. He was agnostic most of his life, and a good man. I treated him like a King,too, but he found God before he died. I am so grateful. I can't imagine God not being a part of my life. I couldn't make it without him. I am so sorry for your loss, and I believe you. We are what we become, and I just want to live to be a better person, each day. God bless you and keep you in his care.
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