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I just do not understand! by azmommiex2 at 7/2/2010 8:16:37 AM The cruelest lies are often told in silence. ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON Disappointment does not even describe the feeling i feel after being lied to. LIED to at such a large extent. I do not know what to do with myself at this point. I CAN NOT TRUST ANYONE. Whether you are a friend, family member, or partner.....you lie. And if you lie to me I can not allow you in my life. Im incapable. I am not perfect. But I am always honest. Im just so hurt.....broken that this has happened.....AGAIN. Shame on anyone in here that plays this game. There are REAL people here. There are people who WANT to find happiness....whether in a partner of friend. And these REAL people are the ones that are continually victimized by fake lying people. I am never one to hate....and i do not hate the one who instilled these feelings in me ! But I HATE myself for trusting him. I HATE myself for allowing him to hurt me like this!!!! And hate that this shit is making me tear up....AGAIN!

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nick8616	7/2/2010 8:21:36 AM Im sorry that someone lied to you and hurt you AZ. if you ever need to talk or vent or yell or anything can always msg or call me. *hugs*
olen1423	7/2/2010 9:11:02 AM wow i heard that dude keep it rolling
raen_dropps	7/2/2010 9:19:02 AM i love u....................hugs!!!!!
sunny_bee	7/2/2010 10:25:17 AM I am sorry girl. It seems to happen to me again and again. You seem like a very open and kind person (not to mention intelligent and funny). You certainly didn't deserve it. But chin up and move beyond it and realize, he really wasn't worth it.
beachngurl	7/2/2010 10:52:12 AM I'm sorry your hurting lady. Lies can certainly tear you apart. It's heartbreaking when people actually take the time out to do that to another person. Especially unspoken lies. I don't understand it and I despise it! Time will heal this pain in your heart and trust will come back to you...in time. I'm here if you ever need to talk!
susansheart839	7/2/2010 11:49:27 AM I don't know why some people get such a thrill out of conning others, lying, cheating, etc. It's happened to me and I could keep the anger and hurt going on forever, but I figure karma's a b*tch and one day.... Keep yourself happy and don't let liars and cheats into your heart so easily. God bless, it will get better, I promise!
spectraldragoon	7/6/2010 5:54:20 PM Break some legs!
abundance1961	7/6/2010 8:47:44 PM I'm sorry to hear about you beng deceived and hurt. You are a sweet lady and deseve to find a good guy. Always available if you want to talk.
azmommiex2	7/6/2010 9:08:28 PM Dragoon will you break some for me!?!?! And AB....you are such a good friend. Would love to meet up with you guys again soon!
letmeb33	7/7/2010 11:07:48 AM Im sorry sweetie......you stay up a dont let a**holes keep you down.