| 3/31/2008 3:26:06 AM |
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iamnumber5
Saint Augustine, FL
age: 48
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This past weekend was a doosy oh my goodness but what happens
to me I push it down, push it down, push it down then when I
say how I feel I look like a blooming idiot.
The gentleman that I thought was going to be something
decided yesterday there was someone that he had been talking
to for months and now they have decided to meet.
Im not even going to say the things he had been saying to
me. Oh my god Im so stupid. Of course there was the
we can be friends poop. You know what is even weird I
wasnt sure if I could like him there were just some things
I questioned myself that I wouldnt feel right about.
What has upset me is the things he was saying and I
sincerely thought they were true. I was fine with it.
But why cant they be truthful? I am.
There are some other people that I have befriended here on
DH that too has made me SO want to give up.
The depression has been a really bad one.
I know what I need. A much needed VACATION oh my goodness.
It is screaming at me.
Then I have a friend that comes to visit to help with my situations
at home. Well lets just say it was not a good helping weekend.
Then financially this weekend hit an all time low. Way low in the red.
It will become fine as soon as I trade in some of my PTO time (Paid Time Off)
that will make things a little better.
Oh it so sucks being a singleparent with disabilities. It makes me just
want to scream.
Ok I hope my day gets better.
I have got to get to work.
Maybe later. I will be taking a break from here.
#5
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| 3/31/2008 5:42:22 AM |
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foxy_woman_49
Omaha, NE
age: 49
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#5-that is why I believe when you are hanging or being with someone..it should be only with him/her..not you him and another.
Sorry about what happened.
You did however say something that rings so true:
Oh it so sucks being a singleparent with disabilities. It makes me just want to scream.
Hope the rest of your week goes better
*Hugs*
remember lots of toads to be kissed..*spits* *chokes* *spits* again
Hey I dont want warts!
Youre gonna take a break from here?
[Edited 3/31/2008 6:20:38 AM]
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| 3/31/2008 7:20:04 AM |
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dianesue
Southbridge, MA
age: 41
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#5... you hang in there girl.... I understand the down, down, down.... lastweek was one of the lowest weeks I have had in a long...long... time....you know... guys know what to say to women to get our hopes up... and then bammmmmmmm...this is not a guy bashing but you guys out there... you know who you are....they string many women along saying the damn same things to all of us...my ex has done that to me for 12yrs and is still trying... but I am fighting every step of the way not to let him to close.... and whats wrong with that is it has left me bitter... non trusting to the maybe one good guy out there...and there must be atleast one....so girl pick your head up... its not us!!!!
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| 3/31/2008 9:39:05 AM |
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lostinwyoming
Evanston, WY
age: 50
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its not just us guys that do that.lol. if you feel like screaming,do it.it lets alot of tension out. me,i go to the top of a mountain and howl at the moon.dont let the players get you down,theyll end up old and lonley.not you. 
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| 3/31/2008 1:47:09 PM |
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bocky1019
Newark, DE
age: 50 online now!
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hang in there #5....its just a test that we all have to go thru in our lives.Makes us stronger.Anyone can lead and live a good life when things are all smooth cravy,its the special people that can lead and make things work when the tough gets going.
As for the talking to people here...it happens alot I know...I have talked to women for a while then all of a sudden they stop emailing or talking or calling without a word...and you see them in the forums carrying on and flirting with someone else...so I just try and ignore it and move on and think to myself just glad it never went any further.Theres lots of good people here and some not so good..I guess its the same as"real" life...lol...just hang in there..it will be ok...Bock
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| 4/2/2008 7:32:33 AM |
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foxy_woman_49
Omaha, NE
age: 49
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#5 get your butt back here. I may not be your type but you're awesome 
maybe its a good idea to forget about hooking up..Just have good friends and enjoy what we have. maybe? *hugs*
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| 4/2/2008 4:43:48 PM |
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iamnumber5
Saint Augustine, FL
age: 48
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Oh my goodness all of you have made me feel so much better.
It really is true, good friends Awwww you are all great.
So glad I came to DH, because of good friends like all of you.
Even made more friends, since having a lousy week. Well isn't
that wonderful.  
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| 4/2/2008 9:49:59 PM |
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foxy_woman_49
Omaha, NE
age: 49
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 ..dances around with 5..
Welcome Back #5
*hugs*
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| 4/3/2008 6:58:45 AM |
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foxy_woman_49
Omaha, NE
age: 49
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#5 I had a full week of bad pain so bad my fingers and toes hurt!
Finally it let up!
Only for me to do what I wasnt suppose to do and put me back down again!
When ya dont have help like I dont, you have to do everything..lifting heavy stuff that I am not suppose to lift. It about kills me as I pay the price..yet there is only me to do what needs to be done.
Too bad some of us didnt live closer to each other..helping out where we can.
Wouldnt that be nice
Have a great day #5
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| 4/3/2008 7:09:10 PM |
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iamnumber5
Saint Augustine, FL
age: 48
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Awwww Foxy you always now what to say. Thank you
You are a sweet person just remember that 
Have a great day. If you cant just remember the engine
I think I can, I think I can, I think I can;
I thought I could, I thought I could, I thought I could
I did it Yeah!!!!!!! See thats good.
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| 4/3/2008 8:26:09 PM |
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foxy_woman_49
Omaha, NE
age: 49
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 #5
I think I can..I think I can........Can I? remains to be seen ..giggles
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| 4/3/2008 8:31:09 PM |
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foxy_woman_49
Omaha, NE
age: 49
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for diana Gotta help her get that bitterness out
Here take some of this ...ready?...open wide
Let us all snap
[Edited 4/3/2008 8:34:20 PM]
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| 6/8/2008 1:11:57 PM |
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1farmer
Glen Saint Mary, FL
age: 48
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i guess some weekends are better than other but if you were with the one you want then how could you ever have a bad weeekend it is what you make of it that counts we all need someone even if to say hi
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| 6/8/2008 1:44:14 PM |
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iamnumber5
Saint Augustine, FL
age: 48
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You got that right We all need someone,
Most especially someone to be with.
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| 6/17/2008 8:37:47 AM |
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springfever100
Nepean, ON
age: 41
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my weekends have been lonely also, I try to stay strong and positive but I find it really hard to go out,as all I see are couples without a care in the world, And I think how lucky how there are to have children, money etc, as for me that's a complete fantasy to have children, and I feel very stymied in life missing out on that,also here I am, never had a girlfriend in my entire life, struggling so hard to find one, the last 20 years+, with practically nothing to show, not even a hand hold, but I will keep on trying, sigh, I just hope I find one soon though, and loose this virginity problem I have also lol just seems the nice guys finish last, however in my case it's appearing that the nicest may not finish at all, but I really try,
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