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The most Evil person I know (letter for you) by khalaciuga at 12/22/2009 8:17:58 PM All you ever do is hurt other peoples feelings, you use and put other people on display for your own self gratification. You pierce through people's hearts with your knife, you destroy peoples confidence, and brake their self esteem. Your comprehensions are wrong, and evil, I look at you if you are crazy. I close my eyes and hope every evil thing you do is just another dream, I open my eyes, and the things in which you do are still right in front of me. I close them once more, this time fighting back tears. You said I was the one who messed up and didn't do my part, the part in protecting your lies, and deceitful games you are playing upon others. I can't believe you, i hate you, I just wanna come up to you and punch your lights out. The evil things you do embarrass me, and it disgusts me that you are content doing such bad things to so many good people. I had to get away from you, i am glad i got away from you. I dont want to be near you. I can't stand this evil, lying, cruel person you have become. I am not like you, I have class, and even though you have become such a low down person, I broke my class and my pride and cried for you. I still hate you, you hurt me and every one else around, and part of me wants to hurt you back to show you exactly how it feels, to be destroyed physically, mentally, and emotionally, just like you do every one else with your little games. I never wanted to stoop to your level, but after walking around with the guilt of what you do in my heart, knowing I shouldn't have kept your lies and your evil ways secret, I now let go of my pride and meet you on your level, and I write you these words coming out of my mouth. I'll no longer let you get the best of me, bestfriend or not. I've had enough crying coz of you, and I want your heart to burn with pain, so hot it burns like fire, till you beg for the pain to leave you yet it lingers till your heart dries up, like you dry up the hearts of others around you with your lies and hurt. All I can say you will one day learn the hard way, and I don't want to carry around no more of your burdens, nor do i wanna carry around any more of your drama. I am a woman who is now completely fed up with you. I know I am a rose in a concrete world but i know I'm gonna make it some where in my life, how ever there's very little I can say for you, as to how you have turned out. I know letting go of you is the best thing for me, but unfortunately I still feel empty, because you was the one person who came into my life and gave me reasons to be happy as a child and feel the sense of normalcy, love, and family. Being friends with you is like being on an emotional roller coaster, but now I gotta end it because I've grown tired of you. You need to learn the meaning of a womans real worth, maybe then there would be no more rain in the lives of others around you. As I gaze deeper, trying to figure you out, all I see inside of you is glass. When I think of you I can think of is the pain, heart ache, and tears you cause others. But now my feelings are hurt no more, because now I have fully seen who you really are, I understand now the evil you are capable of, And now I prevent you from further harming me, You hurt my feelings, so I hurt you back, By degrading your evil being, and Simply showing the world what the truth is And uncovering your dirty little lies. And if one day you see me on the street and say to me your feelings were hurt, I will do nothing more than look at you and simply say, What you did to others can't be undone, I have no remorse or sympathy for you, You should have thought about things When you played with my head and hurt me first.