sinnofmen
Hackensack, NJ
35, joined Aug. 2012
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Has anyone ever buried their mom and thought that was the end but realized that their nightmare was just starting....i have never felt so much worry and anxiety in all of my life...please pray for me.........
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britt19922011
Cocoa, FL
22, joined Oct. 2012
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i found my mom dead in her bed wen i was 14....it gets easier i promise. hang in there!
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lonelyguy1323
Bronx, NY
45, joined Sep. 2012
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I too went to the same scenario, it has been a real bird in myself from this day forth and I buried my mother 10 years ago. I was very close with my mother. in fact I was her favorite child she often told me so, I grew up in the military, therefore we were very close knit family. lived with my mother, until I move out in the late seventy's. although we lived in the same neighborhood, we will miles apart. I just wanted to experience things on my own life so therefore I took me from on a different course away from my mother.she begin to get sick, I begin to feel more guilty than ever in my life.... it was so much I had to say to my mother, they didn't get to say, as time went on, it begin to bore a hole in me.... I begin thinking what could I have done to make things better, was it all my fault? I need neglected her when she needed me the most. how could I do this to my mother? that's what I was thinking. then my guilt began to settle in. to this very day I still have that guilt, you may not be feeling guilty, but he feel the same way terrible. so don't think there's no 1 out there going through the same thing that you are cuz I surely M. so stay strong, and keep your head up.
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lonelyguy1323
Bronx, NY
45, joined Sep. 2012
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this is what i typed but for some reason it all didn't fit the first time so i had to repost it...I too went to the same scenario, it has been a real burden in my soul from this day forth, and I buried my mother 10 years ago. (AND THE PAIN LINGERS ON) I was very close with my mother and NEVER gotten over the fact she's gone. MARCH 10 TH IS MY MOM'S BITRHDAY!!! HOW IRONIC IS THAT?? in fact I was her favorite child she often told me so, I grew up in the military where my mom was a surgeon, and we were very close knit family. lived with my mother, until I move out in the late seventy's. although we lived in the same neighborhood, we were miles apart. I just wanted to experience things on my own life so therefore I took me from on a different course away from my mother.she begin to get sick,it wasn't the first time she got sick, and thought she was going to bet better like every time she got sick....but she took a big turn for the worse...by the time i got there, she was unconscience and i could not talk to her, tell her all the thins i wanted to say.....as her illness progressed, she passed on..................... I begin to feel more guilty than ever in my life.... it was so much I had to say to my mother, that i never got to say, as time went on, it begin to bore a hole in me.... I begin thinking what could I have done to make things better, was it all my fault? did i neglect her when she needed me the most? how could I do this to my mother? that's what I was thinking. then my guilt began to settle in even more. i started getting anxiety as well,wouldn't eat. can't sleep..... began thinking the world would be better without me even..yes,i know the feeling, i can simpathize with you 100%....it got alot eaiser for me when i often went to church, and spoke to the Reverend there who happens to be, my childhood best friend, growing up in the Army, so he knew my mother very well...you gotta find someone you can bond with on that level, it will definately LIGHTEN your load talking bout the good times you shared,it's just going to be another experience in your life, and never go away completely, to this very day I still have some guilt for not being there when i should have, you may not be feeling guilty, but he feel the same way terrible. so don't think there's no one out there going through the same thing that you are because I surely still am but i'M still LEARNING TO DEAL WITH IT, 10 YEARS LATER. so YOU stay strong, and keep your head up, and think about the good times, no one can EVER take that away from you...my deepest love & symathy, Mr. Steven Gines
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maniacmassager
Lawrence, MA
49, joined Mar. 2008
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My mom has terminal cancer and i started having anxiety attacks. had to go on meds. i have to go to a counseler as well.
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micosc
Salisbury, MA
46, joined May. 2012
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So sorry that is horrible ... Three good friends had to do that in the last twomonths
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