sidman
Grand Junction, CO
age: 30
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First i Like to tell you about my background I am disabled mentally, but it don't mean I an't smart it just means it takes me a while to learn new things. I am inteligent and fun and full of spirit. However I went to the disablied group this girl from the disabled group liked me and we got to know each other well I liked her we had alot in common, we just hung out going to movies and ice cream and her house as friends, and restursants, than later I asked to her to be my gf, it took her awhile to figure it out. I was like the first one to go out with her, she still lived with her parents. Well anyway she told me yes she would be my gf. Soon our relationship grow and than even though the kissing took longer than it should she was still fingiky about it. she would only let me kiss her 1 time at first than 2 times than 3 times, as the days progressed. I gained her and her parents trust to let her come to my apartment. so we hung out at my apartment I dance with her and kiss her this was fine with her as long as the 3 kiss rule was observed, but it felt somewhat one sided, than when I tried to get her involved as I was trying to come onto her we took turns kissing each other, and the last kiss I give her she sits down and starts crying telling me that the kiss was different and I scared her and her mom gave her a way out of the relationship and she took it leaving me with a phone call saying that, I am sorry I just want to be your friend after 2 1/2 years witha girl you put your hope into getting married to them and then having your life crushed like really sucks, but she told me she had bipolar and that is why, I told her I could handle her bipolar, but her mom did not want me to have to deal with her bipolar and guess they wanted to keep her problems in her family. Guess that really hurt me, I told her mom I liked her but she choose her mom that won't let her live her life. So than I told her I don't want to be her friend if her moms gonna dictact our relationship she started crying why do girls think if they be friends with guys they can still get what they want from them, that they had with a romatic relationship. I asked her to meet me at the convience store so we could have lunch and her mom said I want to go too, why don't we go to main street cafe, we had a good time, but I knew it was over when her mom had to moderate us, I don't need no moderator on a date with a girl I love. So I never called her again....
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