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4/24/2015 10:46:16 AM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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Sometimes I wonder how I feel about you, Scared of these feelings because it's still new. I catch myself thinking of the best way to share, Hoping you'll return my confession showing you care .And then I catch myself again... and drag my thoughts back to reality I am back at square one, does this just happen to me?

Poems are so stupid I swear I would never do this. But this is YOU, and you aren't like anyone I have met. How much longer do I have to write, can I tell you yet? When I come back from my thoughts I feel more secure But then I sleep... and the dreams of you occur.

The dreams I have of you are so vivid and clear. I feel TRUE happiness inside and that there is nothing to fear. People say dreams have underlying meanings and not to ignore them, I say we both know what they mean and now I want you to hear. Hear what I am about to say to you, feel it with my body, see it in my face, Hear it in my words and tone when we converse.

I care about you! I care about you more than I ever thought I could Be with me
always and be loved like you should

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4/24/2015 10:55:28 AM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
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NIoce

4/24/2015 11:05:13 AM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

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4/24/2015 11:50:58 AM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

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Very nice.

4/24/2015 2:37:13 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
newposition
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Its crazy, when you feed people the truth, you don't know how they gone react.


They scared of all wrong doers. They scared of the truth.

Be patience, for now.







Who wrote the Bible? Who wrote the Quran?
And was it a lightning storm
That gave birth to the earth
And then dinosaurs were born?
Who made up words? Who made up Numbers?
And what kind of spell is mankind under?
Everything on the planet we preserve and can it
Microwave it and try it.
No matter what we'll survive it.
What's Hue? What's Man? What's Human?
Anything along the land we consumin'.
Eatin', deletin'... ruin.
Trying to get paper.
Gotta have land, gotta have acres
So I can sit back like Jack Nicholson
Watch niggaz play the game like the Lakers
In a world full of fifty-two fakers,
Gypsies, seances, mystical prayers...
You superstitious? Throw salt over your shoulders
Make a wish for the day 'Cuz
Like somebody got a doll of me
Stickin' needles in my arteries
But I can't feel it
Sometimes it's like "pardon me, but I got a real big spirit".
I'm fearless... I'm fearless
Don't you try and grab hold of my soul
It's like a military soldier since seven years old
I held real dead bodies in my arms
Felt their body turn cold (Oh)
Why we born in the first place...
If this is how we gotta go?

4/24/2015 3:32:21 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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Love it New

4/24/2015 3:38:16 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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My beautiful daughters, I was blessed with three of you... You will never know how proud I am of all the things you do.

You came into my world, so tiny and so small... And I was in awe at the wonder of it all.

Then you placed your little hands in mine... There was no denying, my heart was yours 'til the end of time.

I have watched you three these past few years, laugh, cry and grow... And it is difficult to know that someday I will have to let you go.

I just can't imagine a day of my life without you... Because you're a part of me and my love for you is true.

So just remember, no matter how old you are or where you may be... There's someone who needs you and loves you and that someone is me!

4/24/2015 4:23:56 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

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K

4/24/2015 5:43:46 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

essonbx
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Long years have I waited to find something true. Many mistakes made, and many mistakes learned. Understanding value, and appreciating its worth. I will never be the perfect man, nor will I always have the answers. But know that everything has a reason to be. For every moment we risk to share with another, and hoping the feelings are mutual. For each wall we lower, the greater the risk and greater the vulnerability. For each time we placed trust in another. Just to be fell short, and becoming our own masons building walls higher and sturdier than before. Wondering if we are destined to spend the rest of our days alone. Many days have I longed for what I have now. Each day building a bond that grows strong to never break. Loyalty unquestioned, heart true, long have I wondered misguided. Just to realize all along it was you. The future is never known, and nothing can truly be promised. But everyday spent by your side will give me another day of motivation. The rock in your life, the lion guarding your interests, the butterflies in your stomach, and the one who managed to touch your heart. Some days I may question if we are truly meant to be. But know I will try regardless of the things yet to be.



4/24/2015 9:07:35 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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That is beautiful Ess

4/24/2015 9:52:04 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

essonbx
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Thank you.

4/25/2015 5:40:55 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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Today I woke up And said a prayer for you I prayed that you'd forgive me For all the stupid things I do

I prayed for a love to find you A love so pure and true A love that will never die Like the love I feel for you

I said a prayer for the ones you love And the ones that love you I prayed that you'd see the sky In all it's beautiful blue

A prayer in my mind A prayer in the air A prayer soaring up without a care

I made up my mind to say a prayer Each and every day A prayer that you'd find happiness in every single way.

4/27/2015 12:41:09 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
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And when you spiral through the atmosphere
All they see is motion,
They never see the tears, they never feel the pain.
They always think it's nothing but it's something, such a shame.
So caught up in the fantasy, humanity has made a love story out of tragedy.
But there is no romance in life that's on the ledge,
And there's no one to talk you down and tuck you in the bed.
Lord, it's so ironic that it's funny.
Of something for the books or the bars
To bob your head and nod.
I recall, so many never ever thought you'd make it.
So sad they were mistaken, the joy they tried to take it.
Mama said that "The best thing you can do and be is you.
This world ain't got but one, so give credit where it is due"
Ain't that the truth.
And here you are, a black unicorn.
Mythical, mystical, since the day that you were born
Mastered all the madness, let the magic have his way.
Let the power paint the day, let the God have his say.
Cause there's a place that you can go, no one else is allowed.
Sitting up on your cloud, so high when you look down.
Just glance upon the beauty and the wonder to be found,
Then know that you can stop your search, cause love is all around.


true shit


4/27/2015 12:58:43 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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I love it New.. i felt this one.

4/27/2015 1:27:00 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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Family is, heaven sent from our father above, bonded by the power of love. No matter what family has each others back, when push comes to shove.

Family is, understanding, never demanding, all for one and one for all, I will never leave you alone standing.

Family is, one in itself, my love is your love, your pain is my pain, my wealth is your wealth, I promise to never leave you by yourself.

Family is, the strongest team, the strongest unit; if love could be visualized, family would be the blue print.

Family is, forgiveness and patience, it's sweeter than the sweetest fragrance, the power of family is a reflection of God's compassion and magnificence.

Family is, never turning our back, and never shames, lend my helping hand and not a finger pointing the blame.

No matter what, a family bond can never be broken, even through a nuclear explosion, if one of us lives we all live. Forever to eternity, we are family, my father, my mother,
my sister and brothers and me ...

4/27/2015 1:45:28 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
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oh yeah!!!!

4/27/2015 4:44:46 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
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4/30/2015 12:23:17 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
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For so long, I wished for the day. The day that our hearts would find its way. From my heart and into your soul, The feeling so strong, I had no control.

When then that day came, when you found me again, I vowed never to make the same mistake. I knew I would never let you go, For my life is now complete in a way I cannot show.

For eternity I will spend making you believe till infinity, You are the sole reason that I breathe. My life is yours, my hopes and desires too. Until my dying day, my heart is reserved just for you.

You are my everything I could ever need and more, More than I deserve or would dare wish for. You are my baby, my angel , my heart desire.. I'm thankful every day that you are my whole world.

For the time I will spend with you, my heart truly sings My one, My only, My EVERYTHING.

4/30/2015 4:19:13 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

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4/30/2015 4:32:12 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
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Ess

5/1/2015 9:22:39 AM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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LOOK INTO MY EYES

Look into my eyes, Tell me what you see, It won't be happy It won't be pretty

The way I act makes me seem happy It makes me seem fine, But look into my eyes

There you will see, See the hurt, See the hate In my eyes I will seem distant

Look into my eyes, There you will see everything, Everything I hold inside, There you will see me..



GIAVANNA MARIE

5/3/2015 7:35:55 AM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
mizgal
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Beautiful, Blazey

5/3/2015 10:59:03 AM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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Thanks Mizz

5/3/2015 3:32:25 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
mizgal
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Yw

5/4/2015 11:27:32 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

essonbx
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Money is the lady that everyone loves. But she is the Eve to the Adam fallen from grace listening to snakes in her ear. Thus planting lust, power, vanity, and blood as her creed for which many praised. And tieing many of the followers of the "word" to her will, and laughing as karma, on its ever turning wheel, played whimsical jokes on the father that cast her out the garden for which she was conceived.



5/5/2015 12:20:00 AM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

essonbx
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Some old stuff I wrote when I was younger. Now that I look back some of it really is hard to find meaning. But sometimes it's hard to understand the thoughts of a writer if some things aren't in proper context. But yea....still was young .




Face

The great black gradients my eyes between nothing and reality.
The great winter grips my body and into my very soul.
A great fire becomes everything I breathe.
A face, a familiar face hovers over me.
The face of my mother, no, my farther, no, my brother.
A face that shifts between every last thought, and every last memory.
That face that can scream inaudible words.
But whisper words that sound like the rolling of thunder.
That face that becomes black as night.
That face that lifts its hands and shrouds my existence.

Bum

I am the drunkard.
The bastard.
And the son.
I sing of alcoholic repentance.
And pray for the dollar to get it.


Legend Killer

I do not speak of the legends of folklore and mysteries.
I speak of the legends of feats and accomplishments.
Feats and accomplishments done by those select few –
That earns them the greatest title known to man,
Legend
Legends are sometimes worshipped like the gods, and –
On par making them into gods.
But how does one go about killing a god?

Forget

A word truly as powerful, but has less meaning.
To be forgotten is truly worse than death.
Feats and accomplishments dead on the tongues of the generations gone.
And your existence having no place in the lives of the modern man.
Thus defining that legends do not die.
They are killed.


Speaking the Sword

I try not to speak in the ways of lies, or the ways of truth.
I try to speak in the ways of a sword.
Sharp and cunning are my words.
Swift and vigilant are my tongue.
Board and deep are the tones which I utter.

Not so friend

I am the wayward path.
I am the closer of righteous eyes
I am the name stricken from all accounts.
Loathe, for I am the one you call friend.

Caged

Beasts come in many forms.
But the beast that I speak of is evil.
That evil that lies within man.
That man that can do some of the most –
Unspeakable acts of violence ever bared witnessed.
Within every smile, or every good deed.
We all have something that we choose to forget.
Or our feeble attempts to contain it.


God or Olympian

Twelve deities of Greek’s past.
One deity for today’s present.
Thunder and lightning instilling fear into man.
Angels and demons civilizing and dumbing man.
Twelve Olympians die.
One God reigns.
One god until man’s imagination replaces him.

5/5/2015 11:14:17 AM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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Very nice Ess

5/5/2015 11:30:19 AM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
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I knew the day we met That we were meant to be I knew our fate was set That you were the one for me

I didn't even know you I only knew your name I wasn't sure what to do I didn't know who to blame

I knew I thought you attractive I could tell that you were nice The butterflies were so active That I couldn't think twice

Everything I did that day Didn't show you who I am Every time you came my way My heart began to ram

My actions weren't natural My reactions weren't real I felt so very terrible But my heart I did not wield

And when the group said goodbye to me My eyes were fixed on you I knew I was trying to see If you felt the same way too

I knew the day we met That we were meant to be I knew our fate was set As friends, as lovers, as enemies..

Giavanna Marie

5/5/2015 12:43:11 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

essonbx
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Very nice, and thank you

5/6/2015 7:37:57 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
TXIdiot97
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Let your Heart lead you
wherever you are.
Let Love guide you
on your journeys near and far.
May your Peace and Prosperity abundantly grow,
As you bountifully reap those Efforts you sow.

5/6/2015 7:56:22 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
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5/6/2015 8:08:19 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
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Aww! Thanks

5/6/2015 8:13:30 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
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5/6/2015 8:32:20 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
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What the heck is that?!
It's sooo cute

5/6/2015 9:22:34 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
newposition
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its a fat mouse

5/7/2015 1:50:40 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

bkkidd105
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Ok fuk this poetry crap I hate you people and hate yall dumb poetry unless it's about god and I hate this thread thank you

5/10/2015 3:30:55 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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Get your black a** off my thread Corey

5/10/2015 3:32:00 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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Uh oh

5/10/2015 5:09:02 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

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Quote from Blazey_88:
Get your black a** off my thread Corey


What did your spic azz just call me

5/10/2015 5:11:57 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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Nuffins

5/10/2015 9:14:57 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

bkkidd105
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Oh iight that's what I thought miss stuff your bra with tissue

5/10/2015 9:17:37 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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I do not

5/10/2015 9:23:00 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

bkkidd105
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Not what I saw when you sent me that pic of you at the beach I saw tissue sticking out the bra

5/10/2015 9:25:08 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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Liar

5/10/2015 9:26:19 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

essonbx
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I didn't see none.



5/10/2015 9:28:03 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
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5/10/2015 9:30:07 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

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Quote from essonbx:
I didn't see none.



You sir need a stronger prescription if you didn't see the tissue

5/10/2015 9:30:41 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

bkkidd105
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Quote from Blazey_88:
Liar


Do your have proof I'm a liar

5/10/2015 9:32:29 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

essonbx
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Ok, I will be sure to double check that and more personally .

5/10/2015 9:34:24 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

bkkidd105
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Good because I doubt I'm wrong I mean it's me of course

5/10/2015 9:38:39 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

essonbx
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Ok .

5/10/2015 9:45:21 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
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5/11/2015 1:13:05 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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To my mom

In your eyes I see the pain, Slowly the tears roll down, they won't refrain.

I look down to the floor as if I'm hiding, As I whisper, "Mom don't worry i will keep fighting.I will Keep fighting."

As I reach for her hand so strong yet so weak, I notice the paleness in each cheek.

I am so afraid what do I do? I can only pray God will guide me through.

I lean over to kiss her goodnight. Darkness lingers when I turn out the light.

As I walk out I look back through the glass. Its ok mom i won't give up, "This too shall pass.

5/16/2015 11:35:57 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
mizgal
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Little boy screaming
they say you shouldn't be there. They say your mother harmed you. They need an excuse, you see? An alibi for their own misdoings. It's what a cop does easily. For, of course they can walk free, with sick twisted pride and dignity. Like they used to do in '33, they'd take home black bodies gleefully.

"A piece for you, and a piece for me," would a lyncher say without a wince you see. The sad thing is the lyncher is still here, you see. But their new name is the MPD.

5/17/2015 6:01:37 AM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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Very cool Mizz, i love it..

5/21/2015 4:54:54 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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Still sad and lonely, Having nobody to comfort me, So I wear a mask that always smiled; To hide my feelings behind a lie.

Before long, I had many friends; With my mask, I was one of them. But deep inside, I still felt empty, Like I was missing a part of me.

Nobody could hear my cries at night For I designed my mask to hide the lies. Nobody could see the pain I was feeling For I designed my mask to be laughing.

Behind all the smiles were the tears And behind all the comfort were the fears. Everything you think you see, Wasn't everything there was to me.

Day by day, I was slowly dying. I not wanting to go on, There was something missing..

Until now I'm still waiting For the thing that'll stop my crying. For someone who'll erase my fears, For the person who'll wipe my tears.

But till then I'll keep on smiling. Hiding behind this mask I'm wearing. Hoping one day I can smile, Till then, I'll be here.. waiting.

5/22/2015 7:03:30 AM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  

essonbx
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They say scars run deep, and the lessons that hurt are the true lessons that are learned. We are taught that strength will push us towards another day. But in our heart still remains the pain we remembered from the other day. Hearts once warm and giving. Now turned to walls long and high, and cold as the peak of a great mountain. We become tortured by the love loss, the lies spent, and the dreams gone. They say strength will move us to another day. But what is strength without love, and a heart without compassion. It's nothing but a fake smile that keeps others at bay. From continuously asking if we are "ok"? But are we truly "ok"? No I say. Because if we don't bring ourselves to peace, and learn not only strength but forgiveness and acceptance. We will just be engraving our pain. Till one day it will be our grave. I say love doesn't come without pain. But love that is true, and there to be your rock should bring us in from all this pain.



6/2/2015 3:37:16 AM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
Blazey_88
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You pass me on the street and out eyes briefly meet. You hold the door open for me as I enter behind you. I say thanks, but you have no idea that my mind is blank. In the elevator you crack a joke, I flash a smile, you have no idea that my heart is in denial. You ask me how my day was and I say fine. You have no idea that my brain and I are arguing to if I should cross the line. My happiness is gone as I walk in this world. The thoughts in my head have me wishing I was laying in a cold dark hole. Once you lose your soul there is no turning back. Everything you once dreamed of no longer has an impact. You don't want to love nor do you want to have fun. Your days are so long the problems in your mind make you question if you should carry on. You smile so that's what people see on your face, they think that you are happy but deep down inside you feel like a worthless disgrace. Each day the performance you put on for people is Emmy award winning, But you question yourself and wonder if you act is just a way for you to hold off your own internal sinnings. When you wake up from a night's sleep you wonder to yourself if today is the day your heart will be back to it's old self or will it still be skipping every other beat. You wonder if things that once made you happy to be alive will make a comeback. You wonder if the little things in life that made you who you are will have you once again dreaming to the stars. You wonder if you will feel less empty hearted. You wonder to yourself who holds the match to start that fire. You're tired of running and losing your breath. You want to hold tight to something that will help you once again enjoy the journey into lives amazing steps. You want to feel that every day can be better than the last. You want to turn your lost soul feeling into a thing of your past...

7/1/2015 9:37:56 PM Poetry 101 pt Blazey  
branbx
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31, joined Jun. 2015


Worrisome, worrisome...

Death but a guarantee to this gift we call life. But doubt's, and fears still hold us back from the potential of the wonder's yet to be explored. There is no guarantee in anything we do. But do we give up because this day was hard. Do we stop loving because we suffer the hearts of those who were not truly akin to ours. Do we stop giving because those we love don't give as we give to them. Doubt can lead to regret, and regret can lead us to thoughts of what could have been. Failing to see what is in front of us, and failing to take the chance to anything will leave us without the stories that could have been told.