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| Location: |
Auburn Washington |
| Zip Code: |
98002 |
| Age: |
40, Virgo |
| Height: |
5 ft. 5 in. |
| Hair, Eyes: |
Light Brown, Blue |
| Body: |
Average |
| Ethnicity: |
White |
| Religion: |
Christian |
| Politics: |
Moderate |
| Education: |
Some College |
| Income: |
Didn't Say |
| Job: |
Other |
| Smoke: |
Don't Smoke |
| Has Kids: |
Yes, living with me |
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| About Me |
Am I your “Ideal Person”? We shall see...
I ache for understanding, for attention from one who is deserving and finds me as such.
In the past I have dared to seize my dream by exposing my own heart's longing, to have it crushed and tossed aside like so much refuse, and I am unafraid to do so again.
I am younger than anyone else my age; my body and mind know no numbers, my spirit and my soul have been tried and found worthy.
I’ve looked the fool for love before and yet here I stand still, undaunted and unafraid to do it again.
I visualize my dreams and pursue them for that is the adventure of being alive.
I have touched the center of my own sorrow and I have felt it’s ache though the very core of my being, yet still I exist.
I have been betrayed by both word and action yet I have not closed myself off from the possibility of further pain.
I take the pain, whomever’s it may be, and try to make it my own so I can possibly spare another it’s angry embrace.
Joy has indeed filled my very soul and has given me the power to dance with wild abandon and throw caution to the wind.
Ecstasy has radiated from my very fingers and toes to reach out and touch the one I was with, bringing them inside of me without cautioning us to be careful, or realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human.
If another is disappointed by my true self, then they have no hope of ever being truly happy and content with me, and thus deserve no more a consideration than a leaf in a whirlwind.
To bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray my own soul is to give no merit to the accusation at all.
I can be the most faithful woman ever because I have been cheated on and lied to by others who I held dear and I would never wish that kind of agony upon another I cared for.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and I behold all things without judgment or prejudice, for that is the only way I can exist without being burdened by guilt.
I have known failure only to have those I care for look up to me with awe and an unconditional love that has made me stand taller, stronger, and smile brighter than before I failed, for if true wealth is measured by the value a person places on their relationships with family and friend, then I have more wealth then can ever be counted in this lifetime.
I have been full of grief and despair, weary to the bone, exhausted, bruised, battered and beaten, and never even rested because there were those who needed me to be there for them and I failed them not.
If you are the kind of man who deserves me, then I will not only stand in the center of the fire with you and not shrink back, but I will shield you from the flames.
What sustains me is the knowledge that when all else falls away, I am still me, and not who or what others want me to be.
I can be alone with myself for I am my own best friend.
I can look in the mirror each morning and know that I am a good person and that I have done no wrong unto others.
If you are the man behind these words, and they are not just verse and phrase meant to befuddle and impress, then I shall show you my soul, bare it to the world and let it know that it has found it’s one true mate.
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| Want To Find: |
A man ages 33 to 45 to date |
Interests:
I Like: |
adventure, dance, Dreams, faithful, family, knowledge, relationships |
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