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I just dont understand
by stacey0215 at 6/15/2017 11:55:29 PM
For some reason, I seem to be on a downward spiral for finding men who dont have time for me, are emotionally empty and not ready for a relationship, self absorbed, and the list continues. Am I drawn to these type of people? I don't want to fix them, I just want a friend and someone to spend time with me. If it works, then it can go further. I don't want any married men, men with girlfriends, men with baby mamas but I'm finding that, at my age, a normal man almost don't exist. I'm independent, take care of myself and my daughter and granddaughter, don't smoke or do drugs. I'm self employed and work very hard. My life is in order, I keep a clean house, drive a new car, and enjoy being around people. I'm not looking for anyone to take care of me, I don't want to move into anyone's home. I love my dog, family, music, and laughing. I haven't laughed in a long time. I can't even imagine what it would be like to have someone put me first in their life. Some guy called me "broken" one day. Maybe he's right. I guess I really don't know what to look for because I'm not getting anywhere with what I'm finding. I'm frustrated and getting no where.
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