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9/6/2016 7:29:27 PM |
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Babyblue1002
Fort Mill, SC
23, joined May. 2016
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So, this is a rap. Try as I might, I just can't think of San actual *tune* for a song, and, of all the things I could say about a lot of rap out there today, the rhyme schemes make an effortless flow.
So here y'all go. Little ditty written during some of the more turbulent times of my divorce called "Scared to Close My Eyes".
Scared to close my eyes/ Yea y'all scared to close my eyes
They come fast and hard every single night/ Night terrors, nightmares, of every single fight/ And sometimes, yea sometimes I just stay away awake and burn/ I can't stand to see your face/ And instead I toss and turn/ But I guess it could be worse/ Dreaming lies of love could be my curse
I flinch every time the fights get replayed/ Lies get relayed/ And the memories don't fade/ I quit looking for why and just want to numb the pain/ the emotional drain, the strain/ Its like no matter what I did I was never good enough/ f**k my apologies, my pleas, when things get rough/ rough cold hearted f**kers they just/ say shit on my promises, they don't matter now/ And do whatever you want, you can't stop how
They come fast and hard every single night/ Night terrors, nightmares, of every single fight/ And sometimes, yea sometimes I just stay away awake and burn/ I can't stand to see your face/ And instead I toss and turn/ But I guess it could be worse/ Dreaming lies of love could be my curse
Scared to close my eyes/ Yea y'all scared to close my eyes
Its funny, once you said you'd do anything/ To make it right, now I'm nothing/ And I lay here broke and bleeding, what the f**k is wrong with you?/ Someone tell me, what the f**k did I?/ But I think I'm just screaming at the wall/ In vain, because you'll never care at all/ And in reality, the anger masks the pain/ Because you've walked away again/ But this this time, it'll never change/ No more lies of how your remorse/ And instead of explination
They come fast and hard every single night/ Night terrors, nightmares, of every single fight/ And sometimes, yea sometimes I just stay away awake and burn/ I can't stand to see your face/ And instead I toss and turn/ But I guess it could be worse/ Dreaming lies of love could be my curse
Scared to close my eyes/ Yea y'all scared to close my eyes
Yea y'all, scared to close my eyes
Yea y'all, scared to
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9/6/2016 7:43:07 PM |
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jillybodob

Naperville, IL
27, joined Jul. 2013
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I would guess, that the apologies are not yours to own.
Though you may to perpetuate an illusion you perceive
If you go back you will see it is not home.
That said, I don't you.
I don't know what your home did to you.
Reading your writ
All I can tell you is it's not legit.
Open your eyes
Get away from the shit
and you'll find a surprise.
There is a good country out there, go find it.
So, this is a rap. Try as I might, I just can't think of San actual *tune* for a song, and, of all the things I could say about a lot of rap out there today, the rhyme schemes make an effortless flow.
So here y'all go. Little ditty written during some of the more turbulent times of my divorce called "Scared to Close My Eyes".
Scared to close my eyes/ Yea y'all scared to close my eyes
They come fast and hard every single night/ Night terrors, nightmares, of every single fight/ And sometimes, yea sometimes I just stay away awake and burn/ I can't stand to see your face/ And instead I toss and turn/ But I guess it could be worse/ Dreaming lies of love could be my curse
I flinch every time the fights get replayed/ Lies get relayed/ And the memories don't fade/ I quit looking for why and just want to numb the pain/ the emotional drain, the strain/ Its like no matter what I did I was never good enough/ f**k my apologies, my pleas, when things get rough/ rough cold hearted f**kers they just/ say shit on my promises, they don't matter now/ And do whatever you want, you can't stop how
They come fast and hard every single night/ Night terrors, nightmares, of every single fight/ And sometimes, yea sometimes I just stay away awake and burn/ I can't stand to see your face/ And instead I toss and turn/ But I guess it could be worse/ Dreaming lies of love could be my curse
Scared to close my eyes/ Yea y'all scared to close my eyes
Its funny, once you said you'd do anything/ To make it right, now I'm nothing/ And I lay here broke and bleeding, what the f**k is wrong with you?/ Someone tell me, what the f**k did I?/ But I think I'm just screaming at the wall/ In vain, because you'll never care at all/ And in reality, the anger masks the pain/ Because you've walked away again/ But this this time, it'll never change/ No more lies of how your remorse/ And instead of explination
They come fast and hard every single night/ Night terrors, nightmares, of every single fight/ And sometimes, yea sometimes I just stay away awake and burn/ I can't stand to see your face/ And instead I toss and turn/ But I guess it could be worse/ Dreaming lies of love could be my curse
Scared to close my eyes/ Yea y'all scared to close my eyes
Yea y'all, scared to close my eyes
Yea y'all, scared to
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9/6/2016 7:56:02 PM |
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Babyblue1002
Fort Mill, SC
23, joined May. 2016
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Ran away I have, ran away I did
Far, far away, and hid
But sometimes I'm haunted
Sometimes I'm daunted
My recollections and memories vivid
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9/6/2016 8:18:46 PM |
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jillybodob

Naperville, IL
27, joined Jul. 2013
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People, no matter where they go, tend to seek out patterns of the past.
But you know as well as I do those patterns do not last.
It takes a true heart
to separate from the part
believe in yourself
there are plenty of folks who will show you a different path.
Ran away I have, ran away I did
Far, far away, and hid
But sometimes I'm haunted
Sometimes I'm daunted
My recollections and memories vivid
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9/6/2016 8:20:06 PM |
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jillybodob

Naperville, IL
27, joined Jul. 2013
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the dreams will fade
as you discover of what you are made
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9/17/2016 7:32:16 PM |
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gogettem69
Lockport, KY
29, joined Jun. 2016
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Dumb
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9/19/2016 8:55:59 PM |
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jillybodob

Naperville, IL
27, joined Jul. 2013
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Dumb, maybe. Depends on what path you choose to follow.
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