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| Location: |
Lacey Washington |
| Zip Code: |
98503 |
| Age: |
34, Pisces |
| Height: |
5 ft. 6 in. |
| Hair, Eyes: |
Dark Brown, Brown |
| Body: |
Athletic |
| Ethnicity: |
Native American |
| Religion: |
Agnostic |
| Politics: |
Didn't Say |
| Education: |
Some College |
| Income: |
$25,000 - $50,000 |
| Job: |
Military |
| Smoke: |
Smoke Occasionally |
| Has Kids: |
Yes, not living with me |
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| About Me |
Its whats inside...
I don't feel so good, so blinded I feel sick. feel the room spinning. Maybe my minds lost, maybe I thought to quick. I'm worried about you and I feel sick. Should I feel this way on the inside? Why am I crazy, why does it make me sad. Where will i be when you need me, I feel alone, yet your in my every thought. The pit is burning and I want to ask, did I not see something? What trouble, why do I care? Its like breaking, shaking, tearing me apart, taking my heart. Silly as it may be. The wind is blowing, an I should be out. Its on the inside trying not to come out. What days have I lost, did I forget to pay attention? Please stop, the rain from my eyes, this messed up sensation. Should I stop waking to the thoughts of you, should I let the skies fade from blue? Let it rain as I listen to the wind. I'm flying trying to get away. I keep running, I run everyday. Praying for something that may never come my way. Should I pull back now or is this it? I know not why but your insecurities makes sad. I felt this monster before, the dwelling coma subsides. I lay in bed waiting everyday for you, God knows my desire and promises too. Just show yourself, just for one day and tell me that all is not lost. Tell my unseeing eyes that I'm not blind, tell them my heart is still alive. A whisper, a touch from beyond. Falling down is where I am with the process of billion zeros and ones trying to ask what does it mean? It it a crime or just a dream. I hate this pain, I hate the sickness for its on the inside. Just you, just you I feel like breaking away, casting to the stars. Tell the blind that I am no fool. My hand trembles as my day slows. Thinking of you, one question remains. Despair only scratches the surface. Will you just befriend me, or will I know? Running around in circles go. How can just a tiny message erupt into madness in the soul. Are the feelings I pour onto the floor just crazy wasted gifts? I want to know, need to see. The distance is nothing, when I want to wake to pleasure of your company. The nights are free when I dream of your voice. Sleep well little angel, you are but a dream. So amazing to me, so full of life. To walk that distance to seal away light. Has the world stopped and that's why I don't understand? When will I be able to really sleep at night? I want to know, forget it! If it was intended for my knowledge then it would be so. I don't see clearly when it comes to you, I don't feel pain. When I look up picture you there, do i feel anything? Is possible.The trees do whisper the sweet words my walls do echo, when I talk about you its life. Now more with every passing cloud. Be unafraid and walk with faith by your side. I am gifted by the light, his grace look from the sun down to me from heaven. Never doubt the heart's truth, for the glory of love will come. Never doubt the idea of a great desire. Words are only so short spoken, an we hear less each passing day. Forever in my mind forever in my soul, the heaven's speak clearly and the sun does shine in with just a glow. No thyself in all this madness, no thy faith and find no doubt in your heart's desire. Let the ocean of demons never onto your shores, as the ugly feeling will tear you apart. Remeber its just whats all inside. Will I ever see you?
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