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Louisville Kentucky |
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39, Taurus |
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5 ft. 7 in. |
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Black, Brown |
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Above average |
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Hispanic |
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| About Me |
“A woman cannot bear to feel empty and purposeless. But a man may take real pleasure in that feeling. A man can take real pride and satisfaction in pure negation: 'I am quite empty of feeling. I don't care the slightest bit in the world for anybody or anything except myself. But I do care for myself, and I'm going to survive in spite of them all, and I'm going to have my own success without caring the least in the world how I get it. Because I'm cleverer than they are, I'm cunninger than they are, even if I'm weak. I must build myself up proper protections, and entrench myself, and then I'm safe. I can sit inside my glass tower and feel nothing and be touched by nothing, and yet exert my power, my will, through the glass walls of my ego'.
That, roughly, is the condition of a man who accepts the condition of true egoism, and emptiness, in himself. He has a certain pride in the condition, since in pure emptiness of real feeling he can still carry out his ambition, his will to egoistic success.
Now I doubt if a woman can feel like this. The most egoistic woman is always in a tangle of hate, if not of love. But the true male egoist neither hates nor loves. He is quite empty, at the middle of him. Only on the surface he has feelings: and these he is always trying to get away from. Inwardly, he feels nothing. And when he feels nothing, he exults in his ego and knows he is safe. Safe, within his fortifications, inside his glass tower.
But I doubt if women can even understand this condition in a man. They mistake emptiness for depth. They think the false calm of the egoist who really feels nothing is strength. And they imagine that all the defenses which the confirmed egoist throws up, the glass tower of imperviousness, are screens to a real man, a positive being. And they throw themselves madly on the defenses, to tear them down and come at the real man, little knowing that there is no real man, the defences are only there to protect a hollow emptiness, an egoism, not a human man.”
? D.H. Lawrence, Selected Essays
In other words; I am well read & no longer believe the lies told about love. In my personal and professional life I am a type A personality; I am strong willed, headstrong, confident and competitive .I vacillate between submission and lack of; between innocence and intimidation; and, of course - consciousness and unconsciousness. I desire a man with the fortitude and strength who can make me want him insatiably; acquiesce so mercifully; succumb to every touch; become defenseless in his presence; vehemently desire his dominance; give me pleasure to submit to him; and, who makes me anticipate each delicious contrivance with unimaginable reverie.
“I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naïve or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman.” ? Anaïs Nin
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A man ages 38 to 45 to date |
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