Single Women in Huntington Beach, CA

About Me

I am here because I like to meet new people. No. Im really looking to fall in love. I figure there is as good a chance here than out in the world. I started using this site again after a breakup started to settle with a guy I met on here who after almost 2 years turned from sweet and innocent to full blown egomaniac. Some people can't handle another person loving them. They love themselves tooooooooo much already or something. I am fortunate to have found that a dedication to others and to the world is included in what is necessary for happiness.
I'm looking for true love. The one special person I'm meant to be with. I've settled for sex many times and tried to lie to myself about what I want. I know that the best sex is when you're in love and are faithfully committed to each other. Something happens in that place where trust rightfully lives that opens you up to deeper and more meaningful experiences. And it gets better over time. So even if I just want sex...I want the best sex which includes a deep commitment. So if you aren't into giving someone all of you, don't expect me to give you my valuable time.
I'm honest some may say to a fault. My values and beliefs are the most important thing to me. They include God and a very vast expansive worldview. I like music. I'd die without my Liquid Metal station on my xm radio in the car. But if they had a dedicated punk station I'd probably be listening to that just as much. Maybe more. I also like country and alternative. I started getting into the science channels and history since like 2012 so im kinda a science nerd sometimes. Weird cause i didnt like science or history growing up. At all. I'm back in school working on a Masters degree. I should be done 2017. Grew up in a delightful little cul de sac in Huntington Beach. A bike ride away from the beach at all times. Still in HB. Someday i may move somewhere with less people. Somewhere where houses are more affordable. Was married. Divorced a couple years ago. Sold the house. Hard to buy a new house on 1 income nowadays. Anyways...that's about it.